Its Just How I Feel

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Lol

She said I was playing because everytime she would tell me how she wanted to cuddle and kiss on me, while we were on the phone, and I would laugh…I had to explain to her like I’m not laughing at her that was just a shy moment for me…I actually found it cute lol…I love flirting…random but I do…especially now…I can flirt and not have feelings for people…I can like people, but the feelings and falling for people smh don’t happen no more…im not finna be no player but im not finna be in a relationship either…so let the games continue =D

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I find it funny

How my ex’s girlfriend still be lookin at my downelink page…but my question is, why? You wanted me to leave y’all alone and I didk so why you still lookin at my shit? Lol females these days…smh anyhoot I’m done with my past and I feel nothing for anybody I used to have feelings for…my shit is numb…its kind of scary but I think I like it…I think I did quite well on the way I handled things the other night…I’m proud of myself…I don’t think my heart is all healed yet from all the bull but I can say I’m in a mending process that’s going pretty coo…besides me wanting a booty call/cuddle buddy every once in a while…I think that’s the only hard part cause sometimes I get lonely but hey, who doesn’t? I mean yeah I have phone sex and that takes care of half of it but it would be nice to be able to cuddle after lol

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